Monday, March 7, 2011

Holy Crow!

So lets see if I can catch up on the past 10 months shall we? lol... At the end of June I got an externship at the Utah Neurological Clinic and then got a job there at the beginning of August. At the beginning of December I was fired from that job. First time that has EVER happened to me and honestly freaked me out pretty darn bad! But, I have given myself some therapy and am slowly recovering from the experience. It seriously threw me for a loop! I started questioning my abilities and personality etc etc it was really rough to have to go through all of that and trying to find another job has proved equally as difficult. It didn't help that I got fired right before Christmas and right after the medical assistant hiring season! Trying not to be bitter lol no really I just pity someone that has to destroy other people in order to somehow feel better about themselves. I really hope that she doesn't do that to anyone else there but since I've seen 2 other postings for a CMA job there since she fired me I'm guessing that people have either quit or she fired them. There were some great people there that I really miss but for the most part it was barbie town and I am thankful to not have to work there anymore. But, like I said I have been looking for a job since December 7th! Finally on January 21st, I started working part time for a lady in American Fork taking care of her 6 year old that has Rett Syndrome and doing some housework for them. It pays well but it's hard for me to not have road rage either on the way there or the way home but at least it's a job!! I just need to find another part time job or one full time job and that has been quite the process. Since December 8th, I've had approximately 6 interviews with no job offers. Why I don't get the jobs I have no idea but there it is... So, the search continues!
The kids have been doing well and continue to make me laugh, cry and wanna break something :) They are a blessing and a curse sometimes but I do love them and it's been way fun seeing them become little people.
Hannah has chosen to get baptized and that will take place in April. I am happy for her that she is soooo much more informed about the church and what covenants she is making than I was. I thought I knew everything but I was way off! Not that I would have chosen differently, just that I am glad she is well informed and desires to continue with her membership in the church. She is still the perfect combo girl that I always wanted when I imagined my kids; she loves sports and rough-housing and also loves barbies, playing dress up, and getting fingernails and toenails painted. But she is definitely still very much her own person and does not like being told what to do by anyone! So, it's a challenge still but it is soooooo much better than when she was little! It's really fun to carry on a conversation with her now too since she talks like an adult half the time but about lil girl subjects :). She is looking forward to her birthday on Sunday and we will be taking one of her friends to Classic Skating Friday night.
Isaac is becoming quite the lil man and cracks me up daily with his lil personality quirks. Although he did throw quite a fit when I started picking him up from school and wouldn't take him out to eat lunch every day. Still doesn't get the whole Mommy is poor concept but we're working on it :). He is becoming more all boy and loves all the creepy crawly creatures and dinosaurs but also still loves the colors pink and black and his stuffed animals. He really wants to be older than Hannah and continues to ask me when that will happen lol.
Well, that is about all for now but I hope to start doing daily's on here to hold myself more accountable for a few things like eating habits etc so we'll see how it goes lol! Wish me luck!

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